Under my umbrella...ella..ella...

Sometimes trusting someone u know for a long time is just so hard to do.... Sometimes we are too scared to move out of our confort zone... Sometime we are just too cautious. That y i think we all stuck at where we are... Under the tempurong.

Hehehe nothing personal, just a thought that rings in my mind these days... This is wat mr jabreil once said to me..."dod, wa nak migrate ar... we need to get away from our confort zone... Just stuck here wont do it." I agreed strongly... But i m not migrating... moving away from the confort doesnt mean, u got to get out of expensive s'pore... But at least try out things that u think that u could never do. Things that u r sceptical of. Things that u think u will fail upon trying...

If u try then u find out, ur limitation. If u try u'll find that more door would be open to you. if u try then it will help to diminish ur fear. Sometimes when u try, u might just change ur life.

but we are accustomed to stay in our confort zone... n every time we try our fear steps in. Fear of failure. overcome that... n theres always people or friends or parents that discourages u... some even make a mockery out of u. N if u really fails... good luck to u! Friends n family will look down on u like n laugh behind ur back.

Funny thing is, when u succeed, then they will say "hey, y dont u share with us? y dont ask us along?". N came words like " what? u think i cant do it?". N the blaming will just go on. n some will go" if not for me, he wouldn't stand a chance." Hahah

Well this things are not really hapenning to me... but is a fact of life. Coz some people just cant shut the fuck up. But for friends n family who's willing to go out n expand their confort zone, just try it la... n be brave to overcome those hurdles. I dont have those kind of oppotunities, due to my financial n responsibilities... but if god will, i want to. God will help those who help themselves. Usaha! Coz god wont transfer money to ur bank acct.. but god will open u opportunities to make them. God didnt make u pies, but god creates the plants n animals that u can make them with.

Well people, this is just my chain of tots. Its good, sometimes, to think over things that might be controlling ur life. N it pays to be a lil' bit brave to look out of the tempurong. n a lil prayer would really help. Well, i cant get out now, but maybe i'll just peek at wats outside.... hhehehehe... n maybe my prayer will be answered.